HATE ME? GOOD.I DON' WAKEUP EVERYDAY TO IMPRESS YOU.
(Source: ermahgerdfanghoul, via onision)
So last night I had a dream I killed Greg as the joker…
Yeah, I’m pretty upset :’(
So I’ve been on twitter and tumblr seeing all these people freaking out about how Greg was “ridiculing” and “making a joke out of” suicide.
First off, I want to say calm down people. He was joking. And its not like he’s the only one who has…
But this is the most important thing I want to say. About two weeks ago, I sat in my bedroom with four bottles of pills and a razor in front of me, incredibly depressed and ready to just end it. But you know what? Well, obviously I didn’t do it. But you know WHY?? Onision..
His videos showed me that I have a reason to live. That I should live. To realize people care… People want me here. I’m here for a reason, and sooner or later I’ll find that reason, even if right now I feel there isn’t one…there is!!
So now you know, the reason I pushed away those thoughts and made my decision to not be selfish and to keep living, is BC Greg showed me that.
Thank you, Greg. Not just for that, for making me laugh daily, and look forward to your videos. One more thing, thank you for helping me stop cutting. You made me realize how stupid and pointless it is, and it won’t make my problems go away. Thank you for everything. 🍌
Blitch please, Onision saved me 💜